And just like they always say, everything will be okay

Lets go to the dance
its my last chance
to be come the person i want to be
to let go of my past and be free
i wait for your call
and notice that i took the fall
i take off my party dress
now im starting to stress
i am once again the center of your malicious jokes
i am starting to choke
stupid smokes
i pull and poke
myself, a little less here
a little less there
as i tear my body to shreds
all i can see is red
and i am perfect, i am fine
everyone believes these lies of mine
i puke in the bathroom
stupids shrooms
my arms are scarred
stupid car
i write my note, nice words
tell my loved one to go forward
i wont tell them my problems
they\'ll be more sad, im their precious gem
turn the stereo up real loud
i will never go with the crowd
no one home to hear me scream
i am no drama queen
no need to postpone
lets get right down to the bone
and i shoot the gun
oh no, what have i done
i am still alive, staggering i breathe
that didnt work, but yet i feel relieved
as i look down and see myself
i\'ve become my own angel,haunting shells
sitting on the ground
all black and round
better clean this up
lots of blood and stuff
yet i cant
im not on land
just fly away
and just like they always say
everything will be okay