As the tears roll

The tears roll down my face, as my heart begins to race, is there any place I can go, or escape?

My cheek is becoming cold from each new tear, all I need is for someone to hold me near and eat away all of my haunting fears.

Someone take what's left of me now, fix my heart, I don't care how.I'm tired of my life being someone's game, and when I lose, all I'm left with is continuous shame.

I can't look at reflection in the mirror, I don't like to see the tears, I shouldn't be holding in all the years of my unwanted fears.

God do you love me? send someone that can actually see, who I am, not who the world is making me out to be.

As the tears roll, I start to see how life is taking it's toll. I'm the victim, I'm the problem, I'm the mistake, and I'm the fake.

What did I do wrong, and will this pain last real long? will I ever seek faith, will I ever seek a place where I can go, where no one'll ever know where I am, a place that'll make me stop saying I can't, and start saying I can?

Will the tears ever go away, or are they forever here to stay? will I forever be alone, or will I be blessed with a place to call my home?

But as I lay trapped in my tears, I have to forget about the years, and all those fears, That was then, this is now, I have to change who I am, but is there anyone left to show me how?