If only you could believe (me) when I say
I never intended it to be this way
I never wanted to play with your heart
and I never wanted to tear it apart
You are my everything
You're my reason for living
You're the one who puts the smile on my face
Now that I'm not in your arms, the smile has been erased
I'm sorry for the action I chose to take
But you have to know, I learned by my mistake
I don't know why I did it
And that's something I have to admit
But I wish with all my heart, I could somehow redo that night
And make it to where things can be right
I don't need you to forgive or forget
But I need you to believe that it's my biggest regret
It may not make a difference
But it's been hard to live with your absense
It hurts to open my eyes and not see you there
But the fact that I hurt you doesn't even make you care
Whether I get a second chance or not
At least I know I fought
I'm trying to win back your love
Because having to face these days without you I've had enough
I can't take not being in your arms anymore
When I was with you, my hearts was yours
I messed up the best thing ever
I just wish I could make things better
Only so you can be happy again
And it's your heart I can try to win
I just dream of hearing you say
"I'm giving you a second chance Renee"
"I"m trusting you to treat my heart right"
"and keep it close to yours throughout the nights"
I don't know what else to say
To stop you from going away
Whatever you choose to do
Just remember that I love you
---This poem is written about my ex-boyfriend, Micael. I had written it after I made the biggest mistake of my life which was cheating on the one I fell in love with(Micael). Even though we're not together anymore,and never will be again because he has a new girl and a child on the way, I will still always love him. He has my heart!
