I wasn't enough

I didn't hear mother calling
As I pushed through the front door
I couldn't look, I didn't care
There is more I'm looking for

As the clouds were rolling in
I captured the look upon her face
No way was I to listen now
I had to leave this place

I had this sickly feeling
And I didn't want to move
Mother she insulted me
Her words were simply proof

I cannot bear this sadness
And the way she turned away
I wasn't enough, am not enough
Was what for me she wished to say.