My Life Experiences

My life experiences

My life experiences haven't been pleasant,
I have seen many things,
Heard many things,
Experienced many things,

These things are not good,
I would rather avoid these things I speak of,
These things I speak of are my life experiences,
But however they are done now and I can not change the past,
However much I would like too,

My life experiences have made me do things I'm not proud of,
As I lay of the floor of my room I feel a trickling sensation down my arm,
I used a bandage to cover up the marks,
The wound finally healed but my soul did not,
My soul was still trapped,
I look at my arm I still see the scars but other do not,

My life experiences have taught me many things,
How self-fish people can be,
How cruel people can be,
How destructive people can be,
People can be many things or do many things,

As I look back on my life I see sorrow,
Change,
Happiness,
Sadness,
Many different emotions I wish that I didn't have to feel,

I wish O how I wish I could have a second chance of life,
I wish O how I wish my life experiences didn't happen,
I wish O how I wish they never happened to me,

My life experiences have shown me the darker side to life also known as depression.

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This is the very first poem i have ever written.

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