There are two sides of me, a split personality.
I'll never cry, frown, for you to see,
something which deep down inside I'll always be.
I wear a mask,
That is still present, not the past.
You see me as a joker, maybe a cartoon character,
but i hide my true emotions intact.
This is not me, this is not who i am
and in front of you all i will act.
I laugh smile and am glee,
but this ain't no true side of me.
There's something beneath that crooked smile,
which is indeed an unhappy little frown.
and behind these joyful laughing sound,
you'll look deeper under the surface,
is a cold stone of heart in my place.
You don't know me, so don't even try,
don't even brother to ask me why.
You will never know the other side
where there's a part of me had already died.