Feelings have changed

Don't know what has happened
i loved you yesterday
then you messaged me
don't know why i was being that way

all yours words mean nothing
there making wanna bleed
start digging in my nails
don't want again my blade to lead

its a scary thought to think
i don't wanna start over again
by opening up my wrists
is a horrible reminder from back then

it releases so much stress
but so does starving to
i don't wanna go back
wanna stay happy and love you

but it all just changed last night
annoyed, tears, and screams
tried to go to sleep
to be happy in my dreams

waken up from your message
"wake up my special girl"
still i don't feel the same
but ill try in my broken world...