She's so tired of feeling this way,
It's always the same, every single day,
Everything makes her so stressed,
&& She always looks so sad && depressed,
Her friends ask her what's wrong,
She tells them && they say "oh, girl, it'll be okay, just stay strong,"
"Thanks a lot, that really helps," is one of her usual replies,
But no matter how hard she tries,
That 'stay strong, it'll be okay' bullshit just doesn't cut it,
She feels so helpless && just wants to quit,
She tries to fake happiness during the day,
Just so everyone thinks she's okay,
Every night tears fill her eyes,
But nobody hears her helpless cries,
Nobody knows the pain she feels,
They think that her friends, family, && life are the perfect ideals,
All the time, she feels so alone,
A solution, to her, is still unknown,
She tries to push the pain away && forget about it,
But it gets so strong that to the feelings she just has to submit,
So many questions run through her head,
She desperately wants answers, but she keeps the questions to herself instead,
'Am I the only one who feels like this?'
'Does anyone else sit && reminisce?'
She doesn't know what to do anymore,
Once more she locks her door,
So that no one can see the tears that begin to fall,
Pretty soon, she's starting to bawl,
The volume on her stereo she turns up high,
So that nobody can hear her as she continuously screams the question "Why?!"
She wants to know why she feels so much pain,
Is it normal to feel so confused, or is she just going insane?
The hours slowly tick by,
&& As always, to her many questions, she gets no reply,
Her loud cries soon become softer as she continues to weep,
Finally they stop because once again, she's cried herself to sleep.
Thanks for reading it. I know it's not great, but it's just what i had to get out && writing it down seemed like the only way to do that. Feel free to vote/comment.
