Last Hour

I'm thinking of us
of how we used to be
to say i loved u would be lying
but i did feel for u

u were never there when i needed u
u ignored me when we were together
u tried to cheat on me
and everytime something was wrong with u

i had to jump...
go exactly when u needed me
stupid girl
i hate myself
what did u do to me?

i sit on the floor
listening to the filling sounds of heavy metal music
reduced to a quivering ball on the floor when our song comes on

breathing deeply
thinking too much
cant depend on u
i need you so bad right now

and in my last hour
i think i see u
but it is just an illusion... figment of my imagination
again
your never really here