Too many promises were made,
which no one could keep.
Worried about what the next day would bring,
I could no longer sleep.
Your face filled my mind,
every time I closed my eyes,
best friends forever they were supposed to be,
and ended up telling me the most lies.
I was alone and confused,
no longer knew what to do.
a lie ; "I love you"
a truth; "baby I love you too"
so much for catching me when I fell..
my head was clouded,
I didn't have a clue.
I was blind and for what,
a lying no good you.
I was cursing myself,
wondering where everyone was now that they were in need.
I guessed best friends were only there to be there,
not to listen to me beg and plead.
I couldn't speak any longer,
my tongue was stuck,
the words were gone,
only one person understood me, what luck.
I was punching walls,
crying and screaming.
Laughed every morning,
I was denying my helplessness with an "oh yeah, I was dreaming"
so much for the song you said was for me..
"I'll always be there to guide you through."
Bullsh!t,
I could never see when I was with you.
