The magic is gone... and i cant find it... i have changed.. i dont kno myself anymore.. you say you miss the old me.. and you wish she would come bak.. but she is gone, gone forever.. and i cant remember her anyway.. so its pointless to keep bringing her up.
i am different now, so consumed in my life that im useless to everyone else. is there any point to my existence except to be selfish?
i
cant
take
it
anymore...
i am hidden behind a mask, a mask that has been on for so long that i dont have to try to be fake anymore.. I AM MY MASK!!!
i hide the real me, and stay safe behind this stupid betrayal of myself.. blocking out the truth.. telling lies.. and i cant help it.. i am startin to believe my own lies.. how stupid up is that?
I
DONT
EXIST!!!
and the scary thing is...
im not sure i want to...
