Look what you've done

I got that call from your mum,
With the news I�ve always dread
You told me that everything was okay,
You said that you wouldn�t do it.
You lied to me,
And now I lay here,
In tears,
Wanting to die
Blaming myself for what youve done
Wanting you by my side
You didnt let me say goodbye,
Instead you let me rot inside!
I dont understand why you did this,
Why didnt you think of your family?
And how hard this is for them
Instead youve left me here
To die a slow and painful death
I cant bear being without you anymore
So tonight Ive decided
You wont be with me in heart
But youll be with me in person
I'm meeting you up there,
just you wait and see,
I love and miss you so much!