Why did you have to leave me here
Missing you alone
Laying here, thinking back on memories of old
I feel torn
It hurts to think of you with her
Odd to think of me with him
But the majority of my heart lays with you
It has been months since I've seen you
But your pictures keep you handsome face fresh in my mind
I still love
Will always love you
You gave me my first real kiss
Produced desire in me
Gave me the first real pleasure of physical love
Sweet, caring, and true infatuation
Kept you from acting like other boys
Chivalry is in your nature
Have you forgotten me while looking into her eyes?
Forgotten the love, pleasure, pain, tears, and tender moments we've shared?
I'm torn between my affection and love for him
And the past and full-blown love for you
It is hard to place you from my mind
I know you are bad for me
And he is perfect
But I am torn between what is right and what is wrong
