Should

I want you to know I want you
Whether you want me or not
You should understand I love you
A reminder in case you forgot

I need to hold you closer
Even if this loves one sided
I can't take you not in my life
This deal's already been decided

I'm sure my desperation
Is not the ideal female trait
But we could just be happy
I don't care how long I have to wait

And I don't care if I have to tell you
A million times how much you mean
Even if you wish you'd never met me
Your bitterness could never come between

The love I want for us
I'll let you fall into me
I won't push you towards this feeling
Just let you know how happy we could be

We had it once you know
And you ruined us time and time before
You've made me play every part for you
I've been your lover and your wh0re

So I hope you realize soon
The love at one point was real
And I hope you recognize the pain
And hurt you made me feel