Had it

Look at me
then look at my arm
see the blood
see my self harm

not for attention
dont give a s h i t
this time ill cut deep
this time its it

im going to leave this world
cause it hates me
going to leave the world
that doesnt want me to be happy

im sick of all this s h i t
with family and friends
this evelasting pain
just wont end

and when im happy
its painted on
dont want you to see
that everythings wrong

dont know why im still here
should left long ago
maybe i got to good
at not letting my pain show

but not no more
im taking my life
ill do anything
gun, blade or knife