Some kind of explaination...

Im sitting here once again,
dreaming of you my friend,
although your not real,
your the only one who knows how i feel,
i push everyone else away,
no one knows how to help me,
ill never believe they care,
my time is running out now,
only a few left can bear,
ill try and take there advice,
but the more my head cant cope,
happy times become to appear,
then to my demise,
i home again thinking slipping in my mind,
and yet again....
here i am again my friend,
sat with you by my side,
i turn back in to my own mind,
i push everyone else away,
only your by my side.

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