If True Love Did Exist

How many times can my heart be broke, ripped out and stomped on? How many times can I forgive the same person and keep going back to him? How many times can I cry myself to sleep and then pretend it didn't even happen the next day?

If true love did exist, love at first sight, I wouldn't have to ask these questions.

I feel as if my heart will never love again. I feel like there is no one out there for me, that I must be alone forever. I feel as if I should curl up and die, no one would notice.

If true love did exist, love at first sight, then I wouldn't have to feel like this.

I wish that I were happy and content. I wish that maybe someday I could find "the one". I wish that my heart was whole and not just a hole!

If true love did exist, love at first sight, I wouldn\\\'t have to wish these things, they would just be!