I didn't do this

Explain why there's this pain,
and how I ruined your life,
tell me how I did this,
and how I made it not alright.

Tell me about when I ever lied,
and tell me about how I cheat,
explain to me how this is my fault,
and why you can't be with me.

Explain why we shouldn't talk,
and why I'm bringing trouble,
tell me how I'm hurting you,
and how I've caused your bullsh!t to double.

Tell me why you hate me,
and why you think I'm so bad,
explain to me why this is my doing,
and why I make you so mad.

Explain to me what I did,
and why you're taking this out on me,
tell me how I caused this,
and what I have done to thee.

Tell me about your fears,
and how I made them real,
explain why you mad at me,
and how I "lie" about how I feel.

Explain to me and tell me,
why you make me feel this way,
tell me what I've done so bad,
to make you not want me to stay.

Why do you feel the way you do?
How did I wreck this on my own?
How could I possibly have caused this?
What makes you think I want to be alone?

I don't want you mad,
I don't want you to have fury,
What makes you think I want this?
I love you, yet you make me worry.

I didn't do this,
It's not my fault,
I didn't do this,
no matter what you thought.