When will he love me?

Another broken heartache,
Another love turn bad.
Another shadow for my heart, to shelve to the past.

No one tells you of the bitterness or the lost & lonely years.
Or the endless & neverending thought that to love we must always feel pain.

When will he love me?
Now or never or soon?
When will my time come, to feel joy with love,
Instead of sorrow & doom.

Can you tell me what it all means?
Is there some rhyme or reason to it all?
The cheating & the lies only destroys those trusting walls.

He only said I love you,
To make you believe it was true.
So he could have your open heart and always count on you.

Then when it was easy,
Then when he'd hurt you enough.
Leaving became his escape, the damaged already done.

When will he love me?
When will he be real?
When will love find me to open and close its hand.

Harden by its selfish ploy.
Blinded by loves cruel game.
Gone are the visions of love & laughter,
Gone are the visions of romance & true gain.

When will he love me?
Never, not now, maybe its you?
When will he remember he should have, could have but didn't now you feel used.

When, why, what for, its all undone.
Just to many to count, when love is the battle we've not won.

Not sure, is it worth it, can't take it go away.

When will he love me,
Maybe later, not now OK.