Didn't think id be here again!

I never thought id be here again,
downing pills to numb my pain,
hitting out at someone i love,
not knowing when ill be above.
countless times i cried myself to sleep,
knowing the next one might be too deep,
my obsession is driving you insane..
didn't think id be here again.

I'm longing to fit into the crowd,
the only thing i cant be allowed,
i didn't think I'd get this bad,
when i want the things i just cant have.
i have you baby keeping me here,
i shouldn't be like this your always near
wish i could be normal and sane..

didnt think I'd be here again.