Left Behind

I wish you knew, i love you Tom,
But sometimes i wish i had a bomb,
To blow me far away somewhere,
Where i cant see that you dont care,
Where i can learn to live again,
But unless you stab and kill my brain,
I'll never find life without you,
You stop my heart from turning blue,
And stop me lying in a heap,
Cause i cant close my eyes or sleep,
The same things whirl around my head,
The words and things i wished i'd said,
The chances that i'll never find,
Because we left each other behind.