Days of darkness are back
The wolf-pack howl for me at night
The dead sings for me now
For it was fate
In gray misty skies the raven lurks
The queen of the dark ravine has come to take me
To the empty shallow water grave
The ferryman rows the raft
A silver piece I shalt have to pay
Akasha laughs at me
Her undead snaring
She gave me the words of wisdom in my past
I threw it back
Regretting this sacrament
I wish it had never been
"Dear Alastor such is the way of thy pitiful mortals
you shalt have no place amongst them.
Accept the curse of blooded dread I cast upon your sole.
From hence forth I can no longer call you my own..."
Goddess my great Goddess
Why !!!
Hast thou cursed me so
Have I not done what I've been told
To the shadow world I cannot go!
Alastor was on his own...
Darkened skies grew darker
Gentle breezes rose to maddening winds of storm
Silence turned to deafening thunder
All bowed in mournful tears
That swept over the earth like testimonial seas
Pain ripped through thy heart
And the herald of death
Spread the gloom
My beloved was not my beloved
My beloved is gone
My queen My friend My all
Did you not need my love
Now my princess shalt never know what could have been
My money I despise
In the mask of the poor and the gathering beasts
I shall hide forever thy gift
My guilt is horrific
The leeches did not care
They all joined in sacrilege
Lies were cast with kisses
Hands were cold to my touch
I knew
None can ever love thee like me
The light of eternal bliss was blackened
Temples of christ were rotten with maggots
All the knowledge of the universe could not help me
The coming of the new dawn was all in vein
The night of the thousand years otiose
Lust of the dogs were better
I should not have intervened with the serpentine
To save the sole of crushed respect
Only a touch could destroy the enemy
Like a raging fire I would have flown through them
But love let me be
I remember the words from the ancient one
"Love is for the weak and the angels of past.
Be like the hound and share in vile orgies
of filth. For filth is real...
Destroy the souls of the damned
And join Us in blood.
For you shall receive the life of glory
And power shalt come to thee!"
The words I despise
For I am pure at heart
The curse remains...
Angel of light you failed me tonight
Your destroyer is crushed to dust
My love turned hatred and greed to the suffering heat let me be
One came to me...
"Alastor, you have to repent!
Join us here in the caves of the great!"
Again I failed
I am dammed for the life of such great tragedy
On to the end I shall fight
One day my soul shall be blessed
One day the curse shall be lifted
I hope
But hope to end is lost
My beloved, where are you I need you! Save me!
Barbaric mortals!!!
Do you not know the way to self?
Pathetic creatures!
Now I will destroy you in my way
My chains of bondage is broken
I am set free upon this puny disgusting earth
I can now follow my destiny, my purpose
To see you all in turmoil and despair
By the fire By the light
Burn in me and Burn be bright
None shall come to harm or maim
For around me is my shielding fire
Burn through me my Blood be red
Burn with rage for I am desire
Burn in me and let them be
For now I am the fire!
"Angel give my heart back, for I cannot be without it..."