If I Could

If I could...
I'd put my ear to your bedroom wall
Just to listen to your presence
Even if there's no sound at all

It doesn't matter
If it's loud or clear
Just to hear your silence...
Just to know you're here...

If i could...
I'd spend every minute with you
I don't care how long it is
I don't care what we do!

My heart hurts
I feel that I'm going insane
And nothing can describe
This wrenching pain

Late at night
I still keep my door open
To let you know I'm awake
And you coming, well I'm hoping

I still play our songs
I still sing them so loud
I still go where we use to
Even if there is no one else around

I miss you so much
More and more each damn day
I need to see you
Just to let me know you're OK

Love is not easy
Love is not my friend
But i know i found it this time
No longer do i have to pretend

So please
I'm ready for another chance
Maybe a ride through hell
Maybe another slow dance

If i could
I'd tell you everything that i feel
Maybe this all is just a dream
Or maybe I'll see if it's completely real