Always Blessed, Forever Damned

Let it bleed
dont stop the flow
its pain for your pleasure
punishment for letting go
blood coursing and mind racing
a body heat increase
just a push of the blade
and the pressure will release
im left to wander
inside this place for days
im intwined into your system
and im lost inside your maze
a pull of the trigger goes
with the sway of my jagged earth
tonights the night we will decide
how much the pain is worth
my body should be beaten
theres nail marks on my face
your heavy breathing brings me back
and puts me in my place
my eyes trace the bloody sheets
and the cuts upon your chest
painful thoughts fill my mind
i fear they will never rest
cold metal bruised my back
and reminds me where i am
reminds me of my place with you
always blessed, but forever damned