Contemplating suicide

I feel so alone in this world
No one understands it seems
I'm caught up in the animosity
It's taken a hold of my dreams
All this anger is building up in me
I have no one to turn to, and the ones I have turn away
I'm constantly defending myself
Against the hurtful words they use everyday
I've turned so negative
And I don't like being that way
There's so much going on in my mind
So much that I can't handle this world anymore
I want to fade away
Contemplating suicide
Almost every single day
The marks on my complexion
Will someday fade
But the aching in my heart and mind
Will always stay