Indecisive

I'm sitting here
wondering how i got this far
i'm lying here
always watching from afar
never knowing
what life's really like
never showing
but you're on a sympathy strike
nothing better than this
so i learn to cope
i'll sit and reminice
about what i want to be
whatever that is
i can't even see tomorrow
tell me am i right
to think
there might be nothing better
don't feed me lies
about some idealistic future
i just want nothing
i just want something
i just want everything
i just want someone
i just don't want this