I'll never know
what could have been
did i want to?
no
maybe
not yet
i was never ready
ready for what
ready for nothing
i get up
that's enough
i function ok
aren't you satisfied
i've become
someone you used to know
i want to walk
along streets
to feel something steady
under my feet
but i want to stay inside for good
and so i'll learn
where our bodies finally go
