Screaming from within

On the outside i am happy just for you. but if you could only see beyond my mask you would see how much i am hurting.

on the inside i am screaming out for someone to save me from myself. someone who will know how to help me survive through this time.

this pain as if not enough to deal with in the first place is not getting better it is getting worse i am drifting away from my friends and my family.
sometimes u are lucky to get a conversation from me. where as i used to be involved in everything know it is like i don't exist except for when a friend needs some advice on their own crisis

all i want is someone to come to me and help me through this life that has caused me pain for as long as i can remember