I Broke My Own Heart

You are the long lost love that I never really had
I miss you so much that it makes me sad
To know you for such a short time and fall so deeply in love
Makes me wonder what I am really made of
I acted tough and selfish constantly pushing you away
Because I could not tell you in words what I wanted to say
You were the best I ever had
I will never forget
For you will always linger in my mind
I could have had you forever
But I chose to depart
For when I left I broke my own heart.