Quiet thoughts near this small bedroom light,
Hoping against hope this picture comes to life,
Perfection is so easy when you know no pain,
Nothing lasts forever its just another memory,
All I try to do is swim against these currents,
Deprived of my innocence, I miss my youth,
My only friend this alarm clock stuck at 3 am,
Telling me the night is mine alone again,
Caught in a foolish dream of attachment
The moon greets with an omnious white,
My feelings are like a noose around my neck,
My thoughts softly pushing the life out of me,
I don't think I'll survive another night like this,
But come tomorrow I will be here again,
Hopelessly talking to the cold dark night...
