Pills of death

There i lie
with tears running
down my eyes

My heart so numb
from the cold

Pills of death
in my cold Sweet hands
close my eyes
tilt my head
throw my death wish
into my soul

Remember what it was like
to love and feel
Remember the hurt and hate
which i have caused

Pray to god
One last time
it takes me fast

Let my soul
and body turn into dust
let me blow into
the air into which i lived

Here i lie
as i die
only dreaming
of being free
from this life