Under the radar

Everyone is watching you,
Everyone is helping you,
I am helping you,
Overlooking the obvious,
How can someone thats helping,
Be hurting so bad,
I can handle it all,
But sometimes I dont want to,
But I know if I end it all,
So many people would be hurt,
They would feel bad because,
I slipped under the radar,
They call you,
They check up on you,
But what about me,
You say life sucks,
How do u think mine is,
I didnt edidknow she was alive,
I feel betrayed by all,
There always helping you,
They call you,
They talk to you,
They take advantage of our friendship,
They know I will be waiting for them,
They know I wont be mad,
I will be just fine because,
I am slipping under the radar.