I don't wanna say what I've been thinking. I know you want to know the truth but I don't want to see your heart sinking. Its causing so much pain in my heart. I can't stand here and lie even if the truth is gonna break us apart. I don't wanna say whats on my mind, why cant we push fast forward instead of rewind. I push you away but you make me look at your face. How can you love me I'm nothing but a disgrace. I don't wanna say whats hurting me. But I can't hide this pain anymore because your finally able to see. You said you'll always love me for who am not what I do. I don't wanna say that I can't be with you. Your eyes show so much pain and I start to cry. When the tears stop you ask but one question why? I don't wanna say that I can't stand to hurt you anymore. I want you to succeed in life I want you to soar. I don't wanna hear that your need me. This is for the best, I'm helping and one day you will see. I love you and I always will. But now you have your destiny that you must fulfill. I don't wanna say I wish you the best, because I want to be the one to give you the best and all the rest. I don't wanna say goodbye thats why I'm in your arms now and all I can do is cry. And you don't wanna say that I'm right but you know its true. So before you left you turned around looked at me and said I will always love you.
