My Life

My life is now like a roller coaster,
I can't even describe my feelings on a poster,
Before I had many friends,
We'd talk about stupid trends,
Everyone came to an end,
None of them was I able to mend,
I miss all of them,
But one was like a gem,
Never thought I would lose him,
Sometimes we'd just talk about his car's weird rim,
Everyone told me it wasn't worth it,
But the wall I would just hit,
He never understood how much he meant to me,
Some people just can't see,
He would tell me he lied me,
I would say, it couldn't be,
He told me it ended because of a rumor,
He always had a great sense of humor,
Someone told me it was because he didn't like me,
It couldn't be,
He was my baby,
Was it because I was too stupid, maybe,
Maybe we'll be friends again,
Maybe I'll be happy then.