Pain or freedom of divorce?

You shout through me, you fight through me;
You make me cry in pain.
To stop you I would bleed to death, waste my life or scream out my last breath.

The way you push and pull and shove
When all I want is love,
Drives me mad and breaks my heart,
But there you go again and start.

How can I live a full happy life
Like you said I should?
How can I believe in love?
When all you teach me is how to fight?

Nothing I do is good enough;
I always let someone down,
If one of you disagrees with me
Both of you start to fight and frown.

When I think of how life was, I think divorce is good,
But at the time I misunderstood.
Was it something I did to split you?
Help me out here what did I do?