I'm getting married in 3 weeks, at the age of 18.
I'm am getting married to a military man whose nearly 20.
everyone thinks this is all a mistake, they think he will cheat on me beat me and probably give me a STD.
I love him so much that why I defend him so much.
But after 6 months of him being gone we have started to do nothing but fuss.
I'm tired of him making me feel bad when I want to go out, just because he cant keep an eye on me, or go out himself.
He broke right now because he bought me my ring I never asked for.
He rarely eats because hes so poor.
He's taken out a loan just to get a car for him to drive.
I'm giving up so much by just marrying him. I'm an heirst to millions. If I left him I would have 8 years of collage paid for with out me even lifting a finger, I could take trips to Alaska and travel the world with out him.
Ive given that all up for something I call love.
No one can by me, but how to keep me is what he should be thinking hard of.
I love you baby but GD, ya gotta give me some room to breath for the short time I'm left with my friends, ya need to let me been a teenager a little before I leave all of them. I love you but I will never be able to just a kid again.
Soon we will be married and more then likely have kids of our own later on, I'm not going anywhere but don't hold me back but please still hold on.
Soon Ill be leaving everything that I knew just to be with you.
