God help me
I need your guidance
You're the only one who can help me now.
Help me make a choice.
I don't want to hurt anyone
Not anymore.
It wasn't my intention in the first place.
I just needed someone
But I ended up finding two someone's
Two very special someone's.
And look where my needs got me.
Stranded.
Stuck in neutral.
I'm trying to find a way out but cant.
I'm in a maze that never ends.
Every time I try to reach it
My goal
My choice
A barrier stops me.
I turn one way and turn my back on the other.
Hurting as I go.
I'm tired of hurting, god.
I need someone to help me.
But that's what put me in this situation in the first place, isn't it?
My needs?
My wants?
Me, me, me.
I wonder how they feel about this.
Hurt.
Resentment.
Betrayal.
I love them both.
They are my two of my truest friends.
They keep me on my toes when I need it.
They keep me relaxed when I need it.
Sometimes it hurts to feel wanted.
God, please help me.
Take away the pain.
I'm tired of suffering
I'm tired of making others suffer.
Please make it stop.
Oh god, please hear my plea.
I need you.
I'm stranded.
Stuck in neutral.
