I question myself everyday
Is this really where i need to be
My heart betrays me whenever your away
It's all to clouded for me to see
God i loved him with every beat of my heart
Now I'm so confused with tears
I know that he's a really good start
but what about this past year
What about all the I love yous
And i miss you now that I'm gone
Why is it so hard to see and why is hard to choose
When all along i was really just a pawn
I hate that i think about you
When I'm in love once again
Damn it i found something new
Regardless of all the letters that you send
Shoot me now or forever hold your peace
Because right now I'm at a place where you just can't reach
Love is bad but it is also good
I've gotta let you go if only i could
Booze won't take away the picture of you with a smile on your face
and I'm lost and confused
i can no longer use my brain
games up you loose