Great poem hun. I know what it's like to be with someone, while wanting to be with someone else. I hope that everything works out. I also can relate to wanting to be sad...just because that's what I'm use to, and that's when I feel as if I have nothing to lose. Well I really liked this, keep on writing!

Omg wow this was amazing. i love it. i can totally relate.. i kno how u feel.. i like being sad too. this is a great poem.. its so good. it has great flow good word choice and great rhyme and rhythm... great job. keep it up.. ur very talented... 5/5
stay strong
angie

Man...what a beutiful poem,i feel you in so many ways ans it's like you still keep composure while being sad,jus keep yo' head up and i'ma do the same:]