I cant love you

Its amazing what your smile can do
when im having a bad day
You might not realize it
but that look makes me melt

it must be contagious your smile that is
because every time I see it I light up
you probably don'tt realize it
cause you never notice me

I love the way you make me feel
worry free, like nothing else matters
but I hate the way I love it
cause im not allowed to love you

I cant get it thru my mind
that you'll never love me
maybe I do realize it
I just don't want to show it

I hide my pain on the inside
so you'll never really know
that im killing myself slowly
from the inside. out

I want you to be happy
I truly do, with all my heart
but it still kills me to know
that you'll never be happy with me

You're smile kills me every time
I remember how much I love you
I love that feeling
but I cant love you.