Not now,Not ever,Not me!

How would you feel if you were all alone,
And had no one to talk to,
Or to share your pain,
And all that you were left to do was lock your feelings door.
And that everything you once had,
And that you cherished the most,
The bread you had was taken away and turned into black toast.
How all the hopes and dreams you had,
Crumbled in your hands,
When you were moved from a nice green place,
To a hell bound desert land.
Although I only realize now,
The pain i feel inside,
The sadness and the anger,
That lurks inside my mind.
I can not change this as hard as i may try,
Each day I know behind that closed locked door,
My feelings they must stay,
Because if they should try to fight,
Or attempt escape,
I'll sit in my room with the lights out,
And cry just silently.
For i will never let them free,
Not now, Not ever, Not me!

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