The sunshine is shinning bright
amd the rain is now out of sight
i hadnt seen the sun since i dont no when
it was like i was stuck in a darkened den
wearing everything but my true feelings
why couldnt i see the lies and dirty dealings
the walls will tumble but im not gunna cry
but people dont see i say this with a broken sigh
i know ive made mistakes but im living life day to day
its never gunna be easy but im gunna be okay
i didnt feel i deserved the sunshines raise
time seem to be going as slow as dirt flys on wet days
when your little you have this dream you want to follow
but this time i seem to be falling deeper and deeper into a never ending hallow
i gave up fighting for you along time ago
because fighting for you was like fighting for rain in the drought so..
i look into the mirror and my sisters eyes look back at me
she is pushing me forward into everything she knows i can be
all i hear is when youre sure youve had enough hang on and dont let go
but how can you hold on to sumthing your not even sure you had
everybody may hurt and everybody may cry
but this is how this poem ends with someone wanting to die
