Every time I see you

I cannot cope any longer,
bearing this weight I continue to carry,
breaking my back under the strain.

I cannot express what I want to,
feeling trapped by unspoken words,
get me out of here.

Would I be better alive or dead,
drunk or sober, awake or asleep?
you keep teasing me.

Every time I see you, your not alone,
every time I see you it's unbearable,
I get jealous every time I see you.

I'm turning soulless, only flesh and bone,
all I want is you, but it's impossible,
we had friendship but that was all.

Save me from turning insane,
maybe I already am to have loved you,
because I can't bear it any longer.