Love I\'ve never Felt, but Pain I\'ve lived Before

A new experience for me, love I have never felt, but pain I've lived before.
How can this be, how did you come and take my breath away, but at the same instant hurt my soul. A love I have never felt, but pain I've lived before. Many say I'm crazy to go on as I do, but I look at them and think they must be fools. How can they stand and judge me when their lives are not so dandy. They ache and have pains of the heart as I do, but it seems to not be clear with them for they only see what is happening to me. Can they not see the love I have in my heart for him? Maybe they only see the pain that grows inside of me. A love I have never felt, but pain I've lived before. Can't they see that he is the one for me; no other can fill his shoes. I don't care for someone perfect for I have my own imperfections. One cannot stand and judge another while they themselves have faults that need to be dealt with, handle your home before talking about another. A love I've never felt, but pain I've lived before. So in closing of my ramblings, all i'm tryingI'm say is love the one you're with, criticize not, judge others only of you are ready to be judged in return because the truth hurts but it hurts more when someone who is supposed to care for you puts you down. Don't let others justify who you are, for only you can determine what is in your mind and heart. Let others have their opinions, for that's all it is. I love the man I'm with, and yes he is not perfect, but tell me, who is? I refuse to answer to anyone anymore on why I chose this route, did you ever stop and think perhaps this route chose me? If you are my friend walk beside me in my decision, not behind me criticizing my every step. I no longer care what others have to say, you all have your own problems to deal with, don't try to solve the ones you THINK I have, A love I've never felt, but pain I've lived before.