Sometimes i feel low
but you will never know
what causes this pain
when someone uses God\'s name in vain?
Now i feel dumb
maybe my brain has gone numb
i just want him to love me
i want him to care
now im wishing he had never been there
but i can\'t go back
i can\'t turn around
i just want to close my eyes
and shut out all of his lies
but i wonder why
why can\'t i be mad
i don\'t want to seem bad
i just want him to realize
that i have finally had it
no more tears
so long to all my fears
i feel like im starting to get better
but my eyes are appearing wetter
people tell me to stop crying
but its not like im actually trying
i force myself to be strong
but it is so hard
when everything is just going wrong
what is my world coming to?
what is going to happen to me or to you?
i just want someone to be there for me
someone who can set my pains free
but for now
im not going to worry
cause im in no hurry.