I promised myself!

I promised myself that when it was over, i'd laugh at the memories. but here i am, without a smile on my face.

i promised myself that i would call you, just to see if you were ok. but here i am, and i can't dial your number.

i promised myself that when it was over, i would not shed a single tear. but here i am, shirt almost soaked.

i promised myself i would let you go gracefully. but here i am, hating myself for letting you leave.

i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldn't look back. but here i am, unable to walk foward.

i promised myself i would say good~bye. but here i am, still saying I LOVE YOU!!