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by Brittney Jun 15, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
One night in the waiting room i saw him there sitting in silence and sad despair she was innocent and sweet he would say as he bowed his head over gently to pray i walked up to him and said sir what\'s wrong he said i'm afraid she won\'t be coming home then he said i don't want to leave her alone in here i thought for a moment then felt a few tears i haven't seen her not for years the preacher tells me praying heals so i pray here everynight while she fights for her life its unfair why was it her she couldn't help it she was a mischievous little girl she didn't look when she was climbing the tree she fell to the ground and hurt her back and her knee now she can\'t walk i feel like it is my entire fault i should've watched her adn not the game now i go down ine the "bad father" hall of fame she is twenty now and has me wondering how i could do this to her my little girl and i might have wrecked her world