Why have I cried?

I am the daughter of Heidi and Lee,
One who I called Dad left me.

Lee left me when I was only three,
After Lee left he didn't want anything to do with me.

I had a new daddy by the age of four,
I didn't understand but the happiness I couldn't ignore.

We moved from state-to-state,
After that mommy and daddy went from in love, to hate.

Him calling at all hours on the phone,
Me and mommy settled down and he finally left us alone.

He faded so far out of our way,
My love for him was red now it's gray.

I hate my daddies so,
Only because they just left and let us go.

He always told me to stay strong like bull,
We he left maybe my heart became full.

I hate him and don't know what to do,
So now, Jason I cry my nights away thinking of you!

Thank you daddy you crushed my hopes and dreams,
I hope you understand now what this means.

You broke my heart, you lost my pride,
You failed me, I don't get it, Why have I cried?