Self Spoken World

~This one is kinda bad haha but i rele wanted to write one so ya! haha~
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Friends is what u would call it,
this thing we have..
but for me its a differnt story,
becuz its everything we lack.

U think everything is fine,
in everything we do,
but only if u could see what i am thinking..
and see in my heart to.

Look into my eyes,
and tell me what u truly see.
Am i sad? Am i HURT?? Cuz I'll guaruntee, that i am not happy.

If u want to see a differen't world..
where u thought someone like u would care,
come into mine and see,
and my real feelings we'll share.

But i guess i will pretend,
like i did for thousands of time,
but only if u could stop seeing urself...
and see that nothing is right.

This is juss a glimpse of my world...
and how i truly feel..
i wish this upon no-one,
becuz it seems so unhumanly-real.

So this is my life,
that u have did for me,
cuz nothing is the same
and thanks to u nothing ever will be.