Fallen again

The ground is getting closer
alot closer than before.

i know i have fallen harder this time,
as my blood drips to the floor.

pushed to my limit,not knowing when to quit.
picked up my razor blade,saying I'm done with this sh*t.

too many times i was forced to smile and say I'm fine,
when thoughts of you constantly raced through my mind.

countless nights i lay there and cry,
trying to figure out how my life is like this and why?

Ive dealt with the pain and the depression for far too long,
i just hope everyone will forget me and move on.

for there is nothing left to do,
Ive fallen too much for you to rescue me.

i tried to be strong,i tried to hold on,
but the pain was just too much for me to live through.